A few days ago, I went to the Marina Mall desperately looking for a nice movie to watch. Surprisingly enough, I found one: Fracture, with Anthony Hopkins and Ryan Gosling. The plot is stunning by its simplicity and Anthony Hopkins is, as usual, a cinema monster majestically playing a brilliant and bitter Anthony Hopkins' role. A great movie, like you don't often have the chance to watch in Abu Dhabi. I was enchanted.
Gosling, the young and ambitious lawyer, is sitting by the adulteress, lying on her hospital bed, lost in a hopeless coma, shot in the head by the huge and hurt ego of her cheated husband, Hopkins. The lawyer is reading a Dr. Suess poem to the sleeping lady:
The Waiting Place...
...for people just waiting.
Waiting for a train to goor a bus to come, or a plane to goor the mail to come, or the rain to goor the phone to ring, or the snow to snowor waiting around for a Yes or a Noor waiting for their hair to grow.
Everyone is just waiting.
Waiting for the fish to biteor waiting for wind to fly a kiteor waiting around for Friday nightor waiting, perhaps, for their Uncle Jakeor a pot to boil, or a Better Breakor a sting of pearls, or a pair of pantsor a wig with curls, or Another Chance.
Everyone is just waiting.
Abu Dhabi strangely sounds like this Waiting Place; everyone here is just waiting… Waiting for a friend to come or a plane to go…
And, like a certain prophet in our current virtual world, that's a bit where I am today, waiting to decide what I want to do when I grow up. Funny, how you can discover places… places to live, places to dance, places to settle, places to wait and places to leave… funny how you can read a number of books, study in a number universities, work in a number of firms… how you can meet a number of people with different stories, forget some of them, become the friend of some others… funny how you can reach 31 and still wonder that… what do I want to do when I grow up? But while the answer gets somewhat narrower over time, there are always options.
Maybe, am I also somewhere among the people described in Leonard Bernstein's Mass:
Half the people are stonedAnd the other half are waiting for the next election.Half the people are drownedAnd the other half are swimming in the wrong direction.

3 comments:
This text is incredibly touching, existentialist yet tender.
It reminds me of a song i used to love without knowing why, "Waiting for the miracle to come" by Leonard Cohen...
I cant help but noticing that this waiting area in time and space that is Abu Dhabi is inspiring you the best texts i ever read from you. It aint bad to float in the unknown sometimes...
Waiting for my neighbor to come, Waiting to hear about his new decisions in life and wondering if he's
still swimmming in the wrong direction?
A propos du film, je l'ai vu dans l'avion... Peut-être c'est à cause de l'environnement dans lequel j'étais, mais j'ai pas trouvé le film top...
Le poème est beau, mais faut pas trop s'y attarder en rêvassant, on risque de voir passer les meilleures choses de la vie en un clin d'oeil sans pouvoir les garder près de nous...
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